ciao amore
literally nothing has gone my way this week
holy FUCK the new Star Trek is good. I have to catch up and flesh out my fledgling inner Trekkie
guess who’s going to be a maid of honor at a friend’s wedding??

my feels
i want so badly to be better at ultimate
i want to make infinite dragons, even if it’s the b team
i want to be athletic
i want to be known for a good play
i just want to be better ;o;
I have been extremely nostalgic today. Not all of it was necessarily good. I just don’t know if I’m ready or willing to let those people back into my life yet. Things are finally coming out of the ashes from recent events.
It’s also a good feeling when you realize that a good friend of yours is finally developing into a best friend, knowing that they have your back no matter what and that they get you. It’s comforting.
everyone really seems to like my ultimate story ;o;
here it is if you haven’t/want to read it!
http://churplescript.blogspot.com/2013/04/ultimatum-ultimate-rites-and-how-i.html
words do not express how fucking infuriated i am right now
so my evening went better than i planned

heeeeeeeeee
i am completely damaged and the most significant relationship i am ever going to have in life is with a bottle of wine