WOW so today sucked
i definitely must be pmsing because the past two days have been like, the worst ones this year
my stupidity —> forgetting my calculator on the day of my stat test
my social awkwardness + shame —> not mentioning the fact that i’ve forgotten it with the possibility of her having an extra
anxiety —> prolonging the test to try and avoid talking to teacher about the fact that i forgot it
pessimism —> assume there is no alternative
find out i can borrow it, ask the girl, find out she has an extra one
fucking kill me now
probably still gonna do bad on it so in an essence: my stupidity, social awkwardness and other vices will ultimately affect my future in a negative way that i can’t change
i’m seriously convinced that if i had been one click higher on my emotional scale when this happened, i would have undoubtedly had a stroke and/or heart attack
